Sunday, September 2, 2012

Why Blogger?

So, it's been ALONG while since I posted anything. I'm sure everyone, especially artists, think to them self "why bother?" I went through a bit of a funk over the summer months, and didn't do much visual art at all. I started out pretty strong in May shortly after Summer break began, and then tapered off tremendously due to various reasons. For one, it's difficult to devote much time to something when you have two small children, who I love more than I ever thought imaginable. Secondly, I have been playing bass with a band, which takes much of the artistic mojo for itself, which is also a lifelong aspiration of mine that I receive immense pleasure and fulfillment from. 
    Anyway, back in the saddle again, and truly loving it again. Ever since social media became part of daily life, I told myself that I would use this resource to promote my art. Myspace was first, now facebook, my own webpage, or however I could get the images out to other humans. It has never, not even once drummed up any potential customers, opportunities, or anything remotely close to generating cash flow or notoriety in any way. So the question is "why bother?" Because I have to. I have to make art, be it music, visual art, or whatever else I fancy at the time. I don't care if I play and sing to an empty room, or make art for my own pleasure for the rest of my life (that's not true). Don't get me wrong, I very much appreciate anyone's comments regarding my work, and I love hearing or reading them. It means a great deal when someone takes the time to say "cool", or hits the "like" button. I would welcome a critique from my peers as well. A stroke of the old ego never hurts, I suppose. Be we artists have to do what we do. It's a blessing, a curse, a purpose, a distraction, a getaway, a punch in the throat to all the horror and insanity that goes outside of the studio. So I will continue to post things on here, even if it's just for me.   
So these are the most recent pieces, all my favorite medium to work with, inks on illustration board. The angel just sort of happened, I've been listening to a great deal of chant lately, just letting go, trying not to think too much. The other two were started with automatic drawing, which I define as just starting with some marks and building the image. If a narrative pops up that's ok, if not I'll just enjoy the process. Usually.